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gunna post soon cause I got a Nikon now, so better quality pics. as for literature I dunno, but I can try. got stuff going on right now that's all.
A challenger it seems did approach and spoke of things I know
by the tide in the night at sides of even glow,
Two can play this game of shame, 
on the corner under street lights she waits in the pouring rain, 
do you see it she pleads, this ice all around me
never melting never clearing never going astray.
and I, warm like the sun dying in an eternal slumber do weep at her gaze
in the somber twilit glow, 
none shall know the pain of the flames that surround them, she and I,
drifting everlasting into deep serenity.

Deep serenity where, 
serenity herself has transcended that of which I know
as even glow sets in and of it sets us apart through the night,
in the night, traversing the dark pit's sorrow
as though there were none before. 
aye as it were there is no more and no less of the feeling
even to that of the face of the being himself.
she and I, warm like ice and cold as a flame 
drowned in that of ichor once known to hearts locked and bound by key and chain, 
only this I do say, entwines that of which I know to be,
that which drives these ashes to burn.

Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust,
return this, what I once had and still carry with me,
the fear of that which can befall my beloved,
the primal fear of being alone,
this is my one,
this is my only,
nothing will take her from me,
so I cannot "fear not".

I'll have to ask the question I hold dear to me most
to the one most dear to me.
Return to,
My beloved,
Lit in the even glow
that of which I long
and that of which I know,
caress of feather,
not sharp but tender,
she is the love that, once I've made it known
will be for the rest of my life.

There is....
what appears to be,
a purpose....
After all,
to what I once knew true before and ever after,
Forever and Always.
Swear it
Life, only she will know.

Ashes Are Forever, 
Dust Will Always Follow,
but I,
I choose one to stand by,
death is nothing that can part.
I don't know what you think
beauty is,
just keep it too yourself,
I'll only need a moment
So hear me through.

Beauty isn't foundation,
Beauty isn't rainbows of lipstick or gloss,
Beauty isn't putting on shiny frilly dresses or things,
Beauty isn't isn't perfect,
Beauty isn't gained nor earned nor borrowed,
nor is it stolen.
Beauty isn't a personality formed overnight
Beauty isn't many things but its also something more,

Beauty is pure and undying,
Beauty is a flame under the sea,
Beauty is inside, don't hide,
Beauty runs wild and untamed, not locked in a cage
Beauty is passion contagiously absolutely corrupt with a question of
who?, that is you,
But beauty,
My beauty,
Is that smile I love so much,
is that feeling, that finality of indifference and same,
is that awaited greeting I get,
is that thing where I reassure hopes and dreams,
is that irreversability of fate,
is that time we are content,
is that place where we wander to and fro,
is that beating of a heart not mine that I know so well,
is that fire,
is that light,
is that person, yourself, in you.

don't hide it...
share it,
don't fear it...
embrace it,
don't give it up...
keep it,
don't let go...
hold it,

Because of all the material things in this world,
none seem to compare,
Because beauty isn't an object or someplace you know,
Beauty isn't a beast,
My beauty, is a girl,
A Girl That I Know.
Is in the eyes of its beholder's heart.
>be me
>be hard at work
>school and what not
>trying to post pages at light speed
>feel free to indulge yourself in stuff that's posted
>tootles :P
A-are you who I think you are?
you must be! I'm convinced!
I'm sure!
you treat me so nicely
there's no doubt in the world
you'll try your best to take care of me right?
you'll be there for me everyday I'm just so sure.

Those are my mothers, I tell myself,
I can depend on them when I'm unwell
because they depend on me to be well

Dear mother,
how do I tell you?
that you were like no other but,
now I've replaced you because you ran away,
I've replaced you with someone closer, someone safer,
they're here in my heart to stay.

she's better than you,
all and every "she" I know,
they bring me up and raise me
rather than put me down.

good morning ma!
sure I can walk you around!
and yes ma I'm ok, just a little tired,
thank you for asking though.
my life is really this simple when she's round.....

she gave herself the job,
and so did the
I was given an escape from the realness
that is my actual family
rather than the one I've constructed around me.

Dear ma,
you're my best friend,
I hope you never drift away
I don't want to be without friends like you,
they keep me hidden, they keep me from
myself inside
they are my sanctuary when mine falls apart.

I've never wanted anything,
apart from what was given to me,
ha! yeah I borrow that from my favorite singer
because it's the truth,
my friends were given to me in a way
so I don't need much more.....
.....I just needed someone to care about me,
and someone for me to worry about
I'm. so. good,
at worrying.

Dear mother,
I'm not smart enough to run away
but I'm stupid enough to put up with you,
there's no where I could or want to go
so I'm stuck right now,
because the connotation of home when you're in it
is quarelling and questioning and stale, no,
the connotation of home when you're in it is self hope and starvation
and misunderstanding.
I needed someone closer,
I needed someone I had real reasons to look out for,
because my reasons for looking out for you are for
the perpetuation of my survival,
but what I really needed were best friends and a lover
to call my own.
I'm not sadistic towards MY mothers or MY family
because they alone showed me what I know.

Dear ma and my others,
Thank you,
I can never repay you but thats ok
because at least I'm less confused than I could have been
and I am respectful of that.
I would erase all these words but I need the truth out there
because some people don't believe.
I've never wanted anything,
apart from what was given to me,
and what was given to me was not only an escape
but another way to start over with the someones I can trust.

These are my mothers and family, I tell myself, 
I can depend on them to raise me accordingly
because they depend on me to stay close until the end.

Because a mother and a parent are someone that grow to care about you like their own when you feel you have none or nothing left.

-For my mother, mothers, lover, and best friend(s).
I live with people I don't know anymore......
  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: Elements by Kina Grannis, Simple and Clean
  • Reading: Mangas and stuff
  • Watching: Gravity Falls
  • Playing: Pokemon X/Leaf Green,Shovel Knight
  • Eating: Already ate,gunna eat again
  • Drinking: Will drink soon
Decided to pick up photography and learn all the instruments!!!! *insert witty meme here* gunna be posting that monochrome nature stuff my friends and occasional color but I prefer black and white cause it's interesting to look at. Doing the typical author thing where I say I'm almost done but I'm not and also the thing where I say I need a brake and then hop back on something immediately. Will drop some poems and sweet sweet black and white photography and I've decided that this little book project thing of mine shall be named: Memories, For When I Am.


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Enrique johnson
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United States
I am in my own eyes a skilled writer and soon to be possible teen author, laying line upon line of stories of my life put onto paper as stanzas of poetry and short narratives.

I'm usually very friendly and would lick your face if I had the chance but be warned I bite on occasion ( I'm a fox but not a furry kk cuz? ._. ).

I play 4 instruments and might take up violin in the future even though I can't read sheet music to save my life which isn't very practical.

I'm currently in high school and have no idea what to do as an occupation after college despite knowing what I want to study.

Besides being a friendly person I'm kind and compassionate and do things without need of something in exchange even when offered because nice guys finish first not last because I will defend to the death the people I care and come to care for and I kind of have a short fuse when It comes to anger and people I can't tolerate despite being very tolerant.

I love anime, I love cartoons, I love my friends, I love music, and I love love love writing and an occasional sketch even if the sketch looks terrible to some people.

Fears/Hates: heights, needles/needle like objects, drowning (can't swim), mud,
people I can't tolerate at all, people who mess with my people, oh and I fear death and needles with a passion.
(see interests to get a feel for my likes but first I'l be honest I like and need attention to function properly)
So as the pickup line goes "if you like water, you'll love 70% of me"
you can contact me through here or gmail ( )
for anything! mostly literature help and stuff though please
Oh and I'm taking spanish and japanese currently so:
ありがとう みなさん! (thanks friend) muchas gracias por leer este (thanks very much for reading this) y adios

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Riamorr-Welenth Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you for the favourite!
alexcinderpelt Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
don't sweat it :happybounce: 
Honestly-Not Featured By Owner Edited Aug 17, 2014  Student Writer
Thanks so much for adding "Childish" to your +favs! (▰˘◡˘▰) 
alexcinderpelt Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
eh no problem :D (Big Grin) 
yzkethrag Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave.
alexcinderpelt Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
np bra:D (Big Grin) 
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Thanks for the favorite!
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Thank you so much for the fav :)
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