|Favorite works or special occasion shtuff|
MotherA-are you who I think you are?Mother by alexcinderpelt
you must be! I'm convinced!
you treat me so nicely
there's no doubt in the world
you'll try your best to take care of me right?
you'll be there for me everyday I'm just so sure.
Those are my mothers, I tell myself,
I can depend on them when I'm unwell
because they depend on me to be well
how do I tell you?
that you were like no other but,
now I've replaced you because you ran away,
I've replaced you with someone closer, someone safer,
they're here in my heart to stay.
she's better than you,
all and every "she" I know,
they bring me up and raise me
rather than put me down.
good morning ma!
sure I can walk you around!
and yes ma I'm ok, just a little tired,
thank you for asking though.
my life is really this simple when she's round.....
she gave herself the job,
and so did the
I was given an escape from the realness
that is my actual family
rather than the one I've constructed around me.
you're my best friend,
I hope yo
ConvergenceI remember when I was youngerConvergence by alexcinderpelt
how now, time seemed and seems to
fate was never calling
life was never chasing or trailing slowly behind.
I always thought I knew what I wanted
at least for some years or so,
but what are you to do while you sleep
and your time flashes in your eyes,
heart beating still and slow in the darkness?
you try to let it run its course but
even so you'll never escape
no matter how you persist or how hard you try....
that is what you do.
I have my options,
I have my reasons,
I have my paths to success,
but I'm being told otherwise, that
I am very much rendered incapable of
going any further with any plan or plans I've come to know
if I don't wait and listen like a good little boy.
I've never understood the reasoning of making
good or bad choices since the fact is in all actuality
you set where you lead in the end,
not what you lead to get you there.
when I was younger,
I was so decisive that everything unfolds
after it's see
A Beat In TimebumA Beat In Time by alexcinderpelt
can you hear it
the language of you hearts desire
spawned from the fire within the
abyss of your soul?
it wants you to listen
so it can lead,
hear the other story of your life,
the one disregarded left on the sidelines
between white lines
in the darkness while you sleep.
I lay there and I wonder
in the somber twilit glow
what could it want from me
though I've known already
that a heartbeat lasts forever
steady in time
leaving me to ponder
what I may have left behind
in it's swishing, flowing, bloody contents
of these veins under my skin
I wonder if that's how it finds where
maybe it's smarter than I
smarter than my mind
should I really not follow it at all?
and my mind is repetitive in the ways
of its thought
my heart is repetitive
but it's always something new
maybe I should let what keeps me
alive decide how I thrive
in this world of love and war
since I wont be bleeding out anytime soon.
is the lub dub song of the heart
I am in my own eyes a skilled writer and soon to be possible teen author, laying line upon line of stories of my life put onto paper as stanzas of poetry and short narratives. |
I'm usually very friendly and would lick your face if I had the chance but be warned I bite on occasion ( I'm a fox but not a furry kk cuz? ._. ).
I play 4 instruments and might take up violin in the future even though I can't read sheet music to save my life which isn't very practical.
I'm currently in high school and have no idea what to do as an occupation after college despite knowing what I want to study.
Besides being a friendly person I'm kind and compassionate and do things without need of something in exchange even when offered because nice guys finish first not last because I will defend to the death the people I care and come to care for and I kind of have a short fuse when It comes to anger and people I can't tolerate despite being very tolerant.
I love anime, I love cartoons, I love my friends, I love music, and I love love love writing and an occasional sketch even if the sketch looks terrible to some people.
Fears/Hates: heights, needles/needle like objects, drowning (can't swim), mud,
people I can't tolerate at all, people who mess with my people, oh and I fear death and needles with a passion.
(see interests to get a feel for my likes but first I'l be honest I like and need attention to function properly)
So as the pickup line goes "if you like water, you'll love 70% of me"
you can contact me through here or gmail ( firstname.lastname@example.org )
for anything! mostly literature help and stuff though please
Oh and I'm taking spanish and japanese currently so:
ありがとう みなさん! (thanks friend) muchas gracias por leer este (thanks very much for reading this) y adios